I'm stressed out about stuff.
I think mostly about the date for being induced.
Maybe the prenatal nurse was wrong about me having him 'way before'.
Because she said that on the 2nd.
It's now the 6th.
And the date to be induced is the 9th.
And I still don't even FEEL ready to deliver, or very pregnant.
I know stressing about stuff is stupid and it doesn't help, but where's my kid at?
All I wanted was a natural labour.
I thought I could handle the pain but I didn't think about being pumped with drugs to induce, should things run long.
I am very, very upset right now.
So it's 3.30am and I can't sleep.