Friday, August 22, 2008

Today.

Today I am scared about what I have done to my life.

5 comments:

Kay said...

(Hugs)

This phase will pass.

Unknown said...

*hugs*

You have begun a journey that will bring you joy and heartache, love and laughter, the best moments of wonderment you will ever experience, the learning and discovery of a child experiencing the world for the first time.

It is the most fantastic and difficult, absorbing, addicting and astounding thing you will ever do in your life.

This is PURE ART.

Unknown said...

It's okay to be scared. There's no rewind button on this, but your life will go on, beautiful and sacred as it has been, just differently.

Penny Pink said...

i often imagine these days when i'm pregnant, anxiety, stress...

but then i imagine days of pure excitement, joy and happiness.

aint life grand?

xx

Unknown said...

Funny! I've said the same thing all seven times. Even after the losses and still deciding to try again, I still wondered wtf. Wait until the last few weeks when you think "HOLY HELL! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THIS AND WHAT WAS I THINKING?" Then you get to hold your little bub and they grab your finger with their tiny little finger or you look down while they are feeding and you get this feeling in your stomach that all is right and it's how it's supposed to be. Things will be ok. Then they get older and you go back the the "WTF was I thinking" thing again.